Saturday, September 6, 2014


To the end of the road,  
Wanting to achieve.
Going further,
Sacrificing all.
Walking blindly.
Stepping on hard things,
 Still move on.
Tired, i sit,
Thinking again.
Priority is a hurdle.

Saturday, July 5, 2014

Goodbye note for my ship JOONGBO

I'm over being a JOONGBOer... T_T
The news about kim hyun joong abusing n hurting his girlfriend is more than i could accept.
How could he possibly hurt someone that he considers his love one?!!! I just cannot accept the fact that he is that kind of guy.
One thing for sure, i'll never condone abusive behaviour especially towards women. NEVER!!!
Im sure hwangbo unnie deserves someone better than him.
Even though im soooo heart broken listening to the news, i just cannot accept the fact that im shipping hwangbo with someone like hyun joong. N not anymore... 
Am i gonna delete all the memories that i have for the past 6 years? 
I wont cuz that r my guilty pleasures of wanting to see n have beautiful relationship.
So, i will keep all the memories n cheerish all the thing i have for joongbo couple. 

I hope hwangbo unnie will find someone that can really take care n love her forever. I also hope hyun joong will learn a valuable lesson from all of these n stop hurting the person that u love. 

Goodbye JoongBo~

Sunday, January 12, 2014

A Moment to Realise

A moment to realise that you are not alone,
is a moment you'll realise you are alone.

A moment to realise life must go on,
is a moment you'll realise there's hurdle up in front.

A moment to realise there's no hustle,
is a moment you'll realise you are in trouble.

A moment to realise you are you,
is a moment you will know you are TRUE....


Monday, November 18, 2013


Assalamualaikum... hello, hi and welcome to school holiday!!!!
yes, it's this time again of the year where everyone is waiting for. time to have fun, travel, rest, relax and chill.
but it's not really relevant for me this year. last year, i was preoccupied with my father's illness and honest to God i don't think it's a burdened. i love my abah so much and pray every single day for him.

This is year, is a different story. i have tons of work to do for this holiday. for those who didn't know, Malaysian teachers nowadays are burdened with lots, and lots of workload that are sometimes irrelevant. from PBS to VLE-Frog, the list never ends. but like any other civil servant i MUST do what i am asked to.

so, HOLIDAY? noooooooo....
i should change it to WORKI-DAY

Here are some of the things i have to do for this WORKI-DAY
  • look after SPM kids at the hostel - and being BORED
  • finishing my e-prestasi and "what not" - duhhhhhh
  • marking SPM papers - 400 - 500 scripts, come to mama!
  • VLE-Frog????? still no idea
  • RPT 2014
however.... i ACCEPT all. it's ok. as long as i can hold on, i'll do them all.
i just have to show people that have negative thoughts on teaching profession and believing that being teachers are easy how professional a teacher can be.

Sunday, July 14, 2013


now come again the month where every Muslim in the world has been waiting. it's RAMADHAN. it is such a blessing month and all Heaven's gates are opened throughout the whole month.
just like other Muslims, i too am very happy this month. this Ramadhan is a very special one as this is the first Ramadhan without Abah. but strangely enough, i dont feel like Abah is not around. the memories of him being around the house are so vivid that i can almost hear his voice. SubhanAllah....
That's is why i dont feel very sad.... (I love you Abah...)

Salam Ramadhan from my family and I.... ^^

here's a song from Maher Zain.... Ramadhan

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

Closet Otaku~ Kimi Ni Tokode

Assalamualaikum, hello, hi!
Long time no post..... huuuuu~
last time i shared about my fav WGM couples, my fa dramas n movies...
n for this round, i would like to share my favourite MANGA
yes, "manga" or Japanese comics are reading materials that i love n enjoy...
and i can even call my self an otaku (if not 100%, 1/3% maybe.... ^^) cuz i've read a lot of mangas on the internet.

so, im not here to ramble about being an otaku, but i would like to share my NO.1 most fav manga of all time and nooooo.... it's not NARUTO (but my brothers are all into Naruto)
why? because as i mentioned thousand times, i am more into romance+comedy and fighting is not on the list (im a girl.... hello~).
and, the manga is.................. KIMI NI TOKODE (or in English, Reaching You/From Me to You)

The story is about Sawako Kuronuma, called Sadako by her classmates for her resemblance to the character 'Sadako', from The Ring, has always been feared and misunderstood because of her appearance. There are rumors that Sawako can see ghosts and curse people. But when her idol, popular boy Kazehaya, begins talking with her, everything changes. She finds herself in a new world, trying to make friends and talking to different people and she can't thank Kazehaya enough for giving her these opportunities.

Slowly, but surely, a sweet love is blossoming between the two as they will overtake any circumstance or clear obstacles in their way. *summary taken from

It is an interesting story and i fell in love the moment i read the first chapter. it has all, comedy, friendship, a little bit of horror and obviously romance.

For those who would like to see the manga but tooo lazy to open the manga n read,the manga actually has been adapted to an anime with the same title.

You can read this manga at various manga sites for example:
So, if you r interested, go and read the manga and welcome to fan club "Kimi Ni Tokode"
*next time, i will try to list 10 mangas that i like.... be sure to wait! ^_^

Sunday, March 24, 2013

Pampered Grandchild??

Doting. it's normal for grandparents to dote on their grandchild, but is it normal for grandparents to have favorites among their grandchild?
most people would say yes. grandparents are human after all.
as a matter of fact, i'm one of the 'exception' that got the special treatment. and i'm telling you it's not all that "candy sweet like feeling" that everyone think it would be. NO,NO,NO...
why? now here are some (i repeat SOME) of the reasons that being pampered by grandparents are su***
  • you are always mistreated by your siblings cuz they think you are far lucky to be doted by grandma n granda. (hey, u can't have this! go n ask granny to get it for you!)
  •  yes you r given many gifts n money but at the end of the day, all that are investments to keep you on their side (dear, remember how i've taken care of u when u were a baby? if so, please marry this chap that i know because i know he can make you happy) What?!!!!
  • your siblings will get jealous of you and u r left stuck in the middle. (who would you choose? both r important for you. they r family after all!)
And the most important thing is that We (the pampered grandchild) are do not ask for this extra attention from grandparents. it just happen!!!
in conclusion, CUT US SOME SLACK! we need some space to breath......