hmm... for those who doesn't know what EGTukar is, it's an online system for teachers who want to transfer school, district or state.
and why should i post something about this insignificant thing here? hehehe~
it's because, i want to change school!!!! it has been a year now since i started my teaching career n i am posted farrrr from my family n i.want.to.go.home.
i really love teaching in SMK M.... but due to my homesick disease, i cant stand staying away from my family anymore.... (off record reason- i'm really tooooo stress cuz i'm being cut off from civilization for a year now n it has been a too unbearable time enough for me to actually stay in the rural :p)
but there's a catch on this one system... everything must be approved by ur principal or soooo called BOSS.
that is going to a big barrier for me. one thing for sure, this BOSS of mine will positively not going to approve my form. why? I DON'T KNOW WHY! probably because everyone else in the school also wanted out n in order to keep everyone there, the so called BOSS will not going to approve mine especially im a single woman. BullS**T!!! obviously im going to be single for the rest of my life if i stayed there n I DONT WANT THAT.....
a tough road is in front of me now.... sigh***
hehehe...
although i am quite late posting this news but still, better late than never.... ^^
after more than a year, this is the latest product from our proud shillang, KIM HYUN JOONG.... <3<3<3
as he is first and foremost a singer, so finally he has come out with his first solo album entitled 'Break Down'
after, JungMin, Hyung Jun, and Young Saeng, the leader, Hyun Joong finally comeout with his own product.... SOOOOO PROUD OF SS501 BROTHERS!!!!
if you want to get the album, make sure u buy the original. support uri shillang so that he can make more money and finally can get married to our one and only Hwang Buin. <3 <3 <3
It has been quite sometimes since i spazz about uri JOONGBO....
huu~
but it doesn't meant dat i've forget about our fav couple. NO, NO, NO....
i still believe they are together just like a typical JoongBoer n will always believe until the day both of them admit dat they are marrying some other person. (which i seriously won't hope for.... )
and here i am, i my own blog... i want to sceam dat I AM A LOYAL JOONGBOER!!!!!!!! hehehehe~
*^^* (sooo proud of my self)
Sometimes it is good to praise yourself cuz sometimes when u ur self do not appreciate what u've got, then no one will actually appreciate you. dat's why, i like this song by Selena Gomez & The Scene - Who Says
it inspires me to actually love myself more. ^^
The Lyric:
Selena Gomez & The Scene
Who Says
Wouldn't wanna be anybody else, hey.
You made me insecure,
Told me I wasn't good enough.
But who are you to judge,
When you're a diamond in the rough.
I'm sure you got somethings,
You'd like to change about yourself.
But when it comes to me,
I wouldn't wanna be anybody else
Na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na
I'm no beauty queen,
I'm just beautiful me.
Na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na
You've got every right,
To a beautiful life.
Come on!
Who says,
Who says you're not perfect,
Who says you're not worth it,
Who says you're the only one that's hurting,
Trust me,
That's the price of beauty,
Who says you're not pretty,
Who says your not beautiful,
Who says?
It's such a funny thing,
How nothings funny when it's you.
You tell me whatcha mean,
But they keep whiting out the truth.
It's like a work of art,
That never gets to see the light.
Keep you beneath the stars,
Won't let you touch the sky.
Na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na [ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/s/selena_gomez/who_says.html ]
I'm no beauty queen,
I'm just beautiful me.
Na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na
You've got every right,
To a beautiful life.
Come on!
Who says,
Who says you're not perfect,
Who says you're not worth it,
Who says you're the only one that's hurting,
Trust me,
That's the price of beauty,
Who says you're not pretty,
Who says your not beautiful,
Who says?
Who says you're not star potential,
Who says you're not presidential,
Who says you can't be in movies,
Listen to me, listen to me,
Who says you don't past the test,
Who says you can't be the best.
Who said,
Who said,
Would you tell me who said that,
Yeah~
Who said?
Who says,
Who says you're not perfect,
Who says you're not worth it,
Who says you're the only one that's hurting,
Trust me,
That's the price of beauty,
Who says you're not pretty,
Who says your not beautiful,
Who says.
Who says,
Who says you're not perfect,
Who says you're not worth it,
Who says you're the only one that's hurting,
Trust me,
That's the price of beauty,
Who says you're not pretty,
Who says your not beautiful,
Who says?
Ok...
What im going to post is something dat is veeeeery cliche'.
if you dont want to bored you self with my post, then just dont read this one because what im going to write is about wat im facing now n it is something dat happens to most people.
i just want to let it out.
I met someone...
he's single n so am i.
he's interested in me.
everyone else supported him to get to know me.
he.... is not my type (not hate him, but he's not my cup of tea) but at the same time im not with anyone.
being me, i do not know wat to do...
everyone keeps saying dat he's a good guy n u r lucky to get him.
but still my heart is not convinced......
im kind of girl dat always refers to her mother on everything dat she does.
n dat was wat i did.
my mother gave a green light to get to know him.
n one thing leads to another....
i try to 'like' n getting to know him.
then came a day dat i got knocked on my head (n heart~)
when the friendship is leveled up from 'getting to know u' type of relationship, i panicked
dat is when i realized dat i'm fooling myself by 'tasting the water' n at the same time, im hurting someone.
i felt like rubbish. im so stupid to make him think dat i like him even though i know i cannot go further than just being friend.
Now, im stuck in this pool of mud. i dont want to hurt him but at the same time i dont want to sacrifice myself.
I HATE THIS SITUATION
for those who read my post, have u ever face this situation? what would you do?when he's an eligible bachelor n a husband material, but he's not ur type. u like him cuz he's kind n sweet but u dont think he's suitable for you. at the same time, u dont have anyone else n u r thinking of settling down at some point. plus everyone else thinks that he's the right man including ur mother. what would u do? what would u do?
GoodBye to you~
im going now.... to earn a living... (surely not to die :p)
hate it when separation occurs...
but what am i to do?
life (yes, as cliche as it would be... sigh~) must goes on..... SMKM~ HERE I COME
hehehe~
just like the title.... i'm proud to say that uri unnie is opening a restaurant....
i'm sooo happy for her....
opening a restaurant fits her because she is also a good cook....
if im not mistaken, her grand opening was on 5th February 2011 (im not really sure.... hehe)
even though i'm late to congratulate her, chukahae unnie!!!!!
~To The World!~
p/s: hoping dat her other half (uri shillang) support her with her restaurant... who knows, he could be one of the share holder.... kekeke~
the view in the restaurant. can you see the 2 boy n girl doll? dat are the present from joongbo fan to hwangbo <3... she even displayed her personal things is the restaurant...
HwangBo in front of her restaurant
HwangBo with her bussiness partner... (i dont remember his name... hehe)
