What goes WronG?

no man is an island is a say people keep saying,

that togetherness is what we need to keep alive,

but is that really the essential of life?

keep thinking about it since...

hmm... then come heartbroken

in the mist of searching for the true meaning of life,

lurks out this 'L' out of no where...

what is this suppose to mean?

lying is the way that i choose

in finding my way around this three words

TOGETHER...

HEARTBROKEN...

LONELY...

WHICH one is ME?

I'M CLUELESS.

shattered...

Shillang (Kim Hyun Joong) in Gummy's Because you're a man Mv ^^

Hyun Joong is sooooo handsome in this MV... ^^

"To The World"
JOONGBO 4 EVA!!!!!

it's been sometimes...

recently i've been busy with.... living... kekeke~ and sadly i've forgotten about living as a blogger... huhu~
that'a why i've come back with some few changes and same old me.... ^^

a really sad reality....

hankyung looks happy making weird face with other members (from left, hankyung, heechul, kibum, siwon)

yesterday i got a news about one of my fav idol groups, Super Junior.... yes the "Sorry,Sorry" one.... hmmmmm......
this is not a really good news to spread around but i think i want to share some tought on this matter....
ok, first let's look at the news dat i think very unfortunate.....
P/S: this is taken from KPOP WEB

Super Junior’s Chinese Member Hankyung has filed a litigation at the Seoul District Court on the 21st at 1pm about the effect of his exclusive contract.

Reporters are currently on a phone interview with Hankyung’s (who is in China) lawyer, Kim Jinwook. Lawyer Kim said, indeed he has filed a litigation about terminating the contract with SM, but to whether Hankyung will continue Super Junior’s activities, it has been undecided.

• -It has been heard 2 types of litigation were filed today.
  “It is confirmed that 2 litigations have been filed against the exclusive contract to not be valid and to terminate the contract. Simply put, the former says to terminate the exclusive contract and the latter is saying that until the exclusive contract is terminated, and until legal effect of the termination has taken place, (he) will be able to act in accordance of temporary activities at (his) own will.”
• -When did Hankyung prepare for this litigation?
  “This is hard to answer. When the statement is released, it will be answered.”
• -The main point of this litigation is similar to Dong Bang Shin Ki 3 member’s exclusive contract?
  “Majority speaking, it is almost similar. Hankyung’s contract is valid for 13 years, there are indeed many unfair clauses, so (he) decided to file the litigation.”
• -Has he been contacting the 3 members of DBSK?
  “I am not very sure. Hankyung will state his own stand as soon as possible.”
• -Has the first date of the trial been decided?
  “At the moment, not yet. The full situation has been sorted out properly. DBSK’s sequestration contract has been terminated, and the process of applying it to finishing the statement, takes about 2 months. Hankyung does not want to spend such a long time. DBSK’s situation has mediation in between, and has undergone trial a few times, so the time spent has been pretty long, we hope that Hankyung’s litigation will be solved as soon as possible.”
• -Did Hankyung think of continuing activities as part of Super Junior or will he leave the group?”
  “That I am not too sure. As for Super Junior’s activities, up till now, there has been no decision made.”
• -It has been heard that (he) plans to have solo activities in China?
  “I have not heard of that.

so.... what do you guys think...
DBSK members Yoochun, Junsu and Jaejung also filed a litigation towards their company SM entertainment and now is facing a dirty and bloody trial and what hav they gain from this battle? so far.... nothing....

DBSK..... please stay together as kpop idol and not just jpop idol.....

though i know that the contract was unfair but if it is so... i would really like if everyone fight for it and not only one person who came forward fighting this matter and as a side effect, the group future is at hold.... :{
i really hate it if this matter will affect the group's future becuz they are sooo close with each other....
look at DBSK.... as for now, i dont see them as a 5 members group cuz from ny observation they look apart... 2+3 and not united 1. plus, their activities are also delayed and canceled.

in my opinion.... if the contract is really unfair, i would suggest the whole group fight for it becuz they are one unit and if a person feel the pain, the others will too.
but who am i to say all this thing..... im just a tiny fan and my idols are falling apart.... huhuhuhu
it's really painful.....

my new "in-to" couple in WGM.... <3 <3 <3

Ga-In (Brown Eyed Girls) and Jo Kwon (2AM)!!!!!!!
this couple is my latest interest in korean entertainment world... heeee
after sooo long (i think almost a year) not watching and knowing about the couples in WGM, i finally found out a couple in this 2nd season that grab my attention... Jo-In couple!!!!
this couple is funny and seem soo real and when watching them, i feel like WGM can still produce good couple for this program after the end of JOONGBO in WGM.
as everyone know, i'm a life long JoongBoer and will always be but it doesn't mean that i cant like other coupling in WGM that i think compatible.... heeee...

Jo Kwon and Ga-In all smile and happy when taking picture together... ^^

if you guys want to know more about this lovely couple, just go to this Soompi thread... but make sure you register first before surfing the thread.... ^^
[Official] Ga-In ♥ Jo Kwon Couple Thread!

My hands on exprience with paintball... ^^

Last Thursday, July 23rd, my course mates and I organized a paintball tournament just for fun. when i first heard that we are going to play paintball, my first thought is that JoongBo had the experience of playing paintball during their fake marriage and i really want to feel the experience of playing paintball just like them... and u know what? i got my WISH!!! ^^

the tournament was a success and everyone had a good time playing together. but at first, not everything is nice and exciting...
after hearing the instructions by the referee, i was really, i mean REALLY scared...
who wouldn't if the game is going to be dangerous (without proper safety gear)!!
can u imagine your eye ball blows up if the bullet hits u at a close range?!! and you can get bruises all over your body if you are covering your body properly!! huhuu...

i was really scared and i also quit playing becuz i dont want to get hurt...
but, the instructor mention that the game will be fun if we obey all the rules and regulations of the game. as long as we dont brake the rules, we are cool...
after thinking for a while, i decided to play becuz of my interest towards JoongBo and i really want to feel the experience they had when they played paintball...
so... there i am playing the game and thankfully i went back without bruises but i still got shot n i did feel the pain of being shot... (really, it's painful!!!)

here is some of the pictures that i took during the game... ^^

the time when all i think is FUN... ^^

posing before the battle

the time when i realize the PAIN... hiks

My version of "JOONGBO" paper cranes ^^

hmm...
it's been a while since my last post. i've been busy with the beginning of the semester and only this time i had the opportunity to update my blog. ^^
as you guys already know, the joongboers all around the world are now busy with making paper cranes as much as possible so that the mission of sending the cranes to the Ssangchoo couple and also to SS501 members become reality and as a true joongboer, i will not miss this in this lifetime.
(heeee...)
up until this moment, i have folded more than 90 cranes with the help of my best budies here at my college. actually, i only started to fold the crane for 3 days as i'm very busy and i can't find the 'calm' moment for me to fold paper cranes. plus, as now i'm living in the hostel, all my friends here are willing to help me with the project. they even learn how to fold the crane together with me. ^^ (thanks guys....)
as i'm very proud of the cranes dat we (my friends and i) have folded, here i want to show you guys what we have finished so far...

the hands of my buddies that helps me fold the cranes...

me smiling with my paper cranes... (wait... there's more to come ^^)

my goal is to fill up the bottle with paper cranes...