Pampered Grandchild??

Doting. it's normal for grandparents to dote on their grandchild, but is it normal for grandparents to have favorites among their grandchild?
most people would say yes. grandparents are human after all.
as a matter of fact, i'm one of the 'exception' that got the special treatment. and i'm telling you it's not all that "candy sweet like feeling" that everyone think it would be. NO,NO,NO...
why? now here are some (i repeat SOME) of the reasons that being pampered by grandparents are su***

• you are always mistreated by your siblings cuz they think you are far lucky to be doted by grandma n granda. (hey, u can't have this! go n ask granny to get it for you!)
•  yes you r given many gifts n money but at the end of the day, all that are investments to keep you on their side (dear, remember how i've taken care of u when u were a baby? if so, please marry this chap that i know because i know he can make you happy) What?!!!!
• your siblings will get jealous of you and u r left stuck in the middle. (who would you choose? both r important for you. they r family after all!)

And the most important thing is that We (the pampered grandchild) are do not ask for this extra attention from grandparents. it just happen!!!

in conclusion, CUT US SOME SLACK! we need some space to breath......

IN THE MIDST OF WORKLOADS....

hi, hello, Assalamualaikum...
Yes its me again. 'So long no see'... hehe
As usual, I have been living my life n blog seem to be fr out of reach.
Especially dis year. I hav had a tough year dis year but let save the sory for another time.
Actually I am in the middle of doing extra work during my "supposedly" holiday time n I'm da*, tired..... huhu.
So, to kill some times n to avoid sleeping n my cozy bed, hould distract myself with anything.
Then, my blog cross my mind!
Dats why here writing n sory if my post is so boring n a waste of time cuz 4 me it is my way of resting my mind from THOSE CRAZY WOrKLOAD I ve been doing...
Hehe...
Dats all 4 now, heading straight 4 my work n hoping could fnish it on time.... InsyaAllah....

so soon...

Assalamualaikum....
one question comes to my mind right now... "have u ever lost someone u love?"
I have and im sure many people all around the world have faced the same thing just like i did.
at first i feel empty, lost and very,very sad... but as i take time to think and 'muhasabah myself' i can finally calm myself and start seeing things in a whole new light and perspective.

• This is all Allah's will and Allah's will is always the best
• I dont lost my father, because im her daughter and he is with me... always
• I know, my father is now in a better place

still, the feeling of losing him is suffocating... that's why i dedicate this song to my father. i miss u abah, and i will always pray for u...  my doas are for u.....