I HATE MY SELF -at this particular moment-

Ok...
What im going to post is something dat is veeeeery cliche'.
if you dont want to bored you self with my post, then just dont read this one because what im going to write is about wat im facing now n it is something dat happens to most people.
i just want to let it out.

I met someone...
he's single n so am i.
he's interested in me.
everyone else supported him to get to know me.
he.... is not my type (not hate him, but he's not my cup of tea) but at the same time im not with anyone.
being me, i do not know wat to do...
everyone keeps saying dat he's a good guy n u r lucky to get him.
but still my heart is not convinced......
im kind of girl dat always refers to her mother on everything dat she does.
n dat was wat i did.
my mother gave a green light to get to know him.
n one thing leads to another....
i try to 'like' n getting to know him.
then came a day dat i got knocked on my head (n heart~)
when the friendship is leveled up from 'getting to know u' type of relationship, i panicked
dat is when i realized dat i'm fooling myself by 'tasting the water' n at the same time, im hurting someone.
i felt like rubbish. im so stupid to make him think dat i like him even though i know i cannot go further than just being friend.
Now, im stuck in this pool of mud. i dont want to hurt him but at the same time i dont want to sacrifice myself.

I HATE THIS SITUATION

for those who read my post, have u ever face this situation? what would you do? when he's an eligible bachelor n a husband material, but he's not ur type. u like him cuz he's kind n sweet but u dont think he's suitable for you. at the same time, u dont have anyone else n u r thinking of settling down at some point. plus everyone else thinks that he's the right man including ur mother.
what would u do? what would u do?