Pampered Grandchild??

Doting. it's normal for grandparents to dote on their grandchild, but is it normal for grandparents to have favorites among their grandchild?
most people would say yes. grandparents are human after all.
as a matter of fact, i'm one of the 'exception' that got the special treatment. and i'm telling you it's not all that "candy sweet like feeling" that everyone think it would be. NO,NO,NO...
why? now here are some (i repeat SOME) of the reasons that being pampered by grandparents are su***

• you are always mistreated by your siblings cuz they think you are far lucky to be doted by grandma n granda. (hey, u can't have this! go n ask granny to get it for you!)
•  yes you r given many gifts n money but at the end of the day, all that are investments to keep you on their side (dear, remember how i've taken care of u when u were a baby? if so, please marry this chap that i know because i know he can make you happy) What?!!!!
• your siblings will get jealous of you and u r left stuck in the middle. (who would you choose? both r important for you. they r family after all!)

And the most important thing is that We (the pampered grandchild) are do not ask for this extra attention from grandparents. it just happen!!!

in conclusion, CUT US SOME SLACK! we need some space to breath......

IN THE MIDST OF WORKLOADS....

hi, hello, Assalamualaikum...
Yes its me again. 'So long no see'... hehe
As usual, I have been living my life n blog seem to be fr out of reach.
Especially dis year. I hav had a tough year dis year but let save the sory for another time.
Actually I am in the middle of doing extra work during my "supposedly" holiday time n I'm da*, tired..... huhu.
So, to kill some times n to avoid sleeping n my cozy bed, hould distract myself with anything.
Then, my blog cross my mind!
Dats why here writing n sory if my post is so boring n a waste of time cuz 4 me it is my way of resting my mind from THOSE CRAZY WOrKLOAD I ve been doing...
Hehe...
Dats all 4 now, heading straight 4 my work n hoping could fnish it on time.... InsyaAllah....

so soon...

Assalamualaikum....
one question comes to my mind right now... "have u ever lost someone u love?"
I have and im sure many people all around the world have faced the same thing just like i did.
at first i feel empty, lost and very,very sad... but as i take time to think and 'muhasabah myself' i can finally calm myself and start seeing things in a whole new light and perspective.

• This is all Allah's will and Allah's will is always the best
• I dont lost my father, because im her daughter and he is with me... always
• I know, my father is now in a better place

still, the feeling of losing him is suffocating... that's why i dedicate this song to my father. i miss u abah, and i will always pray for u...  my doas are for u.....

Eid Mubarak!!!

i know... it's been a 'very long' while since i post something.... hehehe (yup, same reason why, busry,busy,busy and a big fat LAZY!!)

ok, enough rambling...
before i forget, let me wish everyone Happy Eid Mubarak!!!
after a month of fasting, now iqTm`$LiۯQ@`܊2ate the victory and to appreciate the wonder ALLAH have given to us.
usually Aidilfitri is my fav month of the year.... but this year seem different.
one thing is because our family did not celebrate Raya at our village but the other thing is that this year's Ramadhan makes me feel calm and happy. so, i feel reluctant to leave Ramadhan.

but still, Aidilfitri is a month of happiness n i hope everyone can enjoy the festivity!

the PASSION...

ok,sitting in the middle of the class thinking "what the hell doing here" makes me think of PASSION....
So here goes...

P: painful pleasure

A: arguably my cup of caramel macchiato

S: sin, sinner, sinnest, its up to u

S: sometimes it dies without u realise

I: inner self is affected n coloured

O: on the other side of my heart

N: nothing can compare when it spreads its wing

and... my passion (at the moment) is teaching n i hope the passion last FOREVER......

Terukir Di Bintang.... by Yuna

Yuna, a gem from Malaysia dat i'm proud of. (im sure im not her only fans)
Terukir di Bintang, "Crafted on the stars...." (direct translation ok! hehe)
this song is a nice song n i've become addicted to the song, lyric and her voice...

when i hear this song, i always think of my past love and my present life...
i felt like im up on a cloud looking down at myself walking unsure of what will become of me. (dun understand what im saying? me too... i sometimes dun even know what im saying!)

what im trying to say is that I LIKE THIS SONG n I would like everyone to enjoy it too...
so, here goes!

Here is the lyric -->

Jika engkau minta intan permata
Tak mungkin ku mampu
Tapi sayangkan ku capai bintang
Dari langit untukmu

Jika engkau minta satu dunia
Akan aku coba
Ku hanya mampu jadi milikmu
Pastikan kau bahagia

Hati ini bukan milik ku lagi
Seribu tahun pun akan ku nanti
Kan kamu

Sayangku jangan kau persoalkan
Siapa dihatiku
Terukir di bintang
Tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

Hati ini bukan milik ku lagi
Seribu tahun pun akan ku nanti
Kan kamu

Sayangku jangan kau persoalkan
Siapa dihatiku
Terukir di bintang
Tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

Sayangku jangan kau persoalkan
Siapa dihatiku
Terukir di bintang
Tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

Terukir di bintang
Tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

I'm at My LIMIT

huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
this is what i want to do all day for the past few weeks..
im so stressed out by all the work i've been getting nowadays!!!
to make thing worst, i cant express it to anyone. T.T
so.... this is what i should do. JUST SAY WHAT I WANT TO SAY HERE....
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!
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(me, being crazy.... now im fine, and ready for more WORKLOAD)