AnXIoUs...

A - another day, another journey, another lump in my heart 

N - neither i know nor see the path waiting for me 

X - x-rated?!! no.... it's A-RAted 

I  - i means 'alone" and alone means 'scared' 

O - oxymoron... it could happen

U - under the influence of endorphin and emotion  

S - sometimes the thing that is expected is unexpected

the meaning of this? nothing really.... it's just that i'm anxious right now..... >__<

Lee Joon *^^*

Oh yeah! Oh yeah! Oh yeah x3....
MBLAQ super handsome, cute, macho, tough, etc,etc.... LEE JOON!!!!!!!!!
kekekeke~
i've come to love dis guy.... n it's not just because of his choco abs..... (even though it's count =P)
i really like his style, talk and sometimes his nerd part...
and most of all... i really love his smile... he's always smiling and it really boshinya!!!!!

 and here is his biography... ^^

• Real name: Lee Chang Seon
• Stage name: Lee Joon / Joon
• Birth: 07.02.1988, Seoul
• Body: 180cm / 63kg
• Education: Kyung Hee Cyber University – Faculty of Information and Communication Technology, (Attending)
• Specialties: Modern dancing, ballet, acting
• Interests: Exercising
• Advertisement: Nivea, 6to5 S/S Pictorial

to top it off.... here's a fan vid of Lee Joon...

 

Jo Kwon (2AM) - The Day I Confessed (고백하던 날) aka Moving Song

Especially for his yeobo~ sooooo sweet!!!
this is a very lovey and sweet song from Jo Kwon showing the melody he created when Adam Couple first move in to their 1st house can actually become a very great song!!!! hehehehe~
plus... the song really express his love to his on-screen buin, Ga-in.... ^^

here is the song... check it out <3



and.... this is the translation for the song.... berry,berry sweet ^^

The Day I Confessed - Jo Kwon

How should I say this? I've thought about it hundreds of times
I couldn't sleep well and my face looks horrible
Im not happy with my hair today
I'm on tenterhooks all day

Unknowingly, there's only an hour left till I meet you
I went to the florist and wanted to buy you some flowers
Should I buy roses? Or should I buy another type of flower?
Ah I don't know anymore. "Ahjumma, make it prettier please~!"

When we meet today, I was going to say youre pretty
But when we actually met, "I bought you flowers so you buy me food!"
Why did I end up saying these things?

Am I simply stupid or nave?
Such disheartening words just came out of my mouth
Actually what I wanted to say is
I love you

The words I practiced the whole night, I forgot them all
Even though I'm just giving you this flower so dully
You still smile at me brightly and look like you really like it
You're an angel

You are my angel

We were chatting about this and that while we eat
When should I say it, waiting for the chance
Should I say it now? I should say it now. Actually, I cant hear anything right now.

I wanted to tell you that my heart belongs only to you
Since the two of us are lonely, so lets try dating each other
I kept saying such words

Am I simply stupid or nave?
Such disheartening words just came out of my mouth
Actually what I wanted to say is
I love you

The words I practiced the whole night, I forgot them all
Even though I confessed in a dull manner
But you still smile brightly and nodded your head lightly at me
You are an angel

You are my angel

I love you I love you
The words I practiced the whole night I still cant say it out
I like you, I love you, these are words I must tell you

Oh am I simply stupid or nave?
Such disheartening words just came out of my mouth
Actually what I wanted to say is
I love you

The words I practiced the whole night, I forgot them all
Even though I confessed in a dull manner
But you still smile brightly and nodded your head lightly at me
You are an angel

You are my angel
You are my angel

I would treat you better

Kim Hyun Joong = Angel ~~~

hi... again with the news of uri shillang....
this is a news that i've taken from ☜♥☞ Joongbo Couple ☜♥☞ Soompi Forum
what a news.... check this out:-
This is posted by  juneone0601 (soompi)

A TRULY ADMIRABLE MAN OUR SHILLANG IS... read on what "Mother-in-law" told personally to TSTW


credits: hkts blog + happiebb + lovehimhyunjoong (as posted in SSangchu Heaven blogspot)

Words that Mal had Personally Told TWTS

2010.06.29 23:04

Mal and Baby had first signed with DSP.
It was only at the 5th anniversary
that the five learnt that DSP didnt want to sign Kyu.
Theres no way SS501 could continue.
Hyun Joong requested that DSP sign with Kyu first before his signing the contract.
DSP refused.
Hyun Joong recommended that Kyu goes to YG.

So turned out everyone had to sign with different companies
and come next year,
the various companies to collaborate for them to release an album.
YS and Kyu are currently in Japan.
YS is negotiating the OST of some drama,
Kyu is in discussion with YG.

Mal had said this (same thing) to TS on the plane three times
that the five of them will release an album next year,
The reason why Hyun Joong signs with another company
IS TO PROTECT THE OTHER FOUR, TO PROTECT SS501, AND TO PROTECT THE FANS.
Coz DSP refused to sign with Kyu
so Hyun Joongs helping Kyu to sign with YG,
and Hyun Joong wanted DSP to sign with Kyu by threatening to sign with another agency.

Mal and Baby had initially thought everyone would be renewing their contracts,
so they had gone on ahead and signed first.
Mal further said. they would be separated for this year
but next year, they will continue to work together through different companies
YS also said something like that.
that the five of them will continue on like this year after year
the interpretation is that they would be working together again next year.
Coz so long as theyre missing just one member, that signifies the splitting up of SS501
so Hyun Joong surfaced first to face everything.

wah~ the Angel Kim Hyun Joong.... im really am proud being his fan and i will always be his fan forever.... DSP is CRUEL... Hyun Joong love the group and he is the LEADER of SS501... yeowonee <3 <3 <3

Nichkhun and Victoria.... an item in WGM ^^

Yes, yes, and yes again....
im falling for another couple created by WGM (We Got Married) *sigh*
what to do.... im an addict to korean entertainment.... =P

They r Nichkhun (2PM) and Victoria (f(x)) or better known as VicKhun @ KhunToria

But what so special about this couple that has grab not only me but many others to like this pairing?
hmm... dat one i've yet to get the answer because they r still new in WGM and their first episode just aired on 260610 (if im not mistaken).
despite dat i can still say that their interaction will be interesting and im expecting it to be as such... hehehe~
based on the first episode i can say that they r compatible and cute to watch... and i like it!!!!
if u want to know more about this couple.... as usual, u can visit Soompi forum under their names

♥ VicKhun Official Thread ♥ WGM's Royal Couple

p/s: make sure that u login before u can read all the information and comments about them.... <3 <3 <3

Kim Hyun Joong.... moving forward

just like the title... this is something dat i consider as moving forward.
what is the thing dat i said 'a move forward'?
how about we check this news....
http://www.allkpop.com/2010/06/kim-hyun-joong-confirmed-to-leave-dsp-entertainment

yes.... uri shillang has finally decided to quit DSP and move to another company called KEYEAST... a BYJ company....

is it a good decision..... YES
WHY?
now here is my opinion about this matter.... (as usual)

1. If im not mistaken... KHJ had mentioned dat he doesn't want to be an idol forever n he said dat he doesn't have that idol-ish characteristics..... (true so true... he's very different from the other idols...)
2. he's a musician? yes... but an idol is not really his dream... at first he wanted to be in a band but becuz of his look... DSP 'send' him as an idol...so in a way he's not really fulfilling his dream... (in a way)
3. DSP is one of the management companies that were said of having "unfair contract" over their respective idols.... (check this out http://popseoul.com/2009/08/08/they-all-have-slave-contracts/) and probably the contract is too "tight" for KHJ and i think he wanted to get some air to breath.
4. he wanted freedom... dat's wat i think he wants. he wants to be himself and at the same time do the thing that he loves.
5. he's getting matured now. at the age of 25 (according to Korean year) he is now thinking about what to do in the future.... as i mentioned before, he will not be an idol forever.... he need to be a respected actor and musician in order to accomplish something in his life. he is thinking about his future and getting out of DSP could the starting point.... 
6. (this is totally JoongBo biased.... =P) KHJ could finally be opened about his realtionship with HwangBuin and they can get married!!!!! wahahahahaha~ my innocent imagination. but this statement come out after i made some judgement. 
• he started being different after he knows HwangBo....
• his way of life and actions nowadays are quite similar with "the other half" *blush*
• he started to think about settling down and hav children of his own.
7. probably he wanted to do something different this time around. hehehehe~

There 1001 reasons why i think HJ decided to run from DSP n go for KEYEAST but the real reasons would only be in the hands of Kim Hyun Joong himslef. only he knows why he did the thing he does... as a fan, what i should do is to support him with all my heart and pray for the best~
who knows probably we will hear wedding bells from our fav couple Sangchu 2 years from now.... hehehehe~

~To The World!!!~

Even though we lost [(+.+)]

Yup.... I'm depressed and totally sad by the news that England is no longer running for the World Cup CHAMP... huhu~ T.T

But wat to do... it's life and when there a winner there's always a loser. that's the circle of life......
yes, i hav to admit that Germany is soo good that night and good luck for them in the next league.... (did i sound a bit cocky?)

I'm not going to discuss about what have happened that night. instead, im going to tell you the best players in England that i think hav contributed a lot to the team..... (this is totally based on my opinion....)

5 Players that should be kept in England squad:

1. Steven Gerrard
2. Jermain Defoe
3. Frank Lampard
4. Jamie Carragher
5. Gareth Barry

These players that i think played well (even though not very well... *sigh*) for the team and in a way the key players for the team.... especially i regarded Stevie as no.1 due to his high spirit and a bery good team player.... he's the best. (not just becuz i love him... but yes it influences my judgment a tiny bit.... ^^)

All i can say that England team can do hell lot better than they did and maybe luck is not with them this year (and the years before..... *sigh*)
But..... why should we look back and be depressed about it? noooooooooO!
it's time for us to ahead and improve ourself for the next WORLD CUP......  

England Fighting!!!!!!!